Moments

Running song of the week [Kaleidoscope – A Great Big World ]

This weekend was one I am so happy happened, I know everyone says they have the best friends in the world but I truly believe my friends are among the greatest people out there. Friday night I went over to my best friends apartment for a casual hangout and intended to leave no later then 12 am but found myself walking out at 7 am. Normally I would NEVER purposely have a all nighter  I am far too dedicated to getting the most sleep possible but what started as a casual question turned into a night full of deep conversations, light conversations, tears, laughter and the making of memories. It was what I needed, it reminded me that having a good friend support system is so essential if you’re trying to make big changes in your life.  

Saturday night was a 10/10 night I was already super tired when my friends came over to make a video with me and before we knew it we were taking the top off my sister jeep and driving towards the canyon, the wind blowing in our hair and music blaring it seemed so perfect. There was a point where we were able to stand up and in my mind I was so caught up with the fact that I needed to capture this moment on snapchat or Instagram and then I remembered that the best moments are the ones you capture just for yourself . I looked up to the sky which was full of stars and just took some deep breathes and smiled because in that moment I wasn’t thinking about my weight or the challenges I am currently facing I was just me, doing me, living in this perfect moment. 

As far as eating goes I really butchered it this weekend, social eating is a weakness that I have and something I will really need to focus on and work on. I am excited for this upcoming week and to see how I am going to push myself.

xoxo